so how long you played on me ? one or two month ? it felt so strange when the distance far apart . i always know , there's will never be love for me . i always known . i dont care . why should i be paranoid ?
who should care for me , who should stand for me , who will be my shoulder , who should say ily , who should i cried to . is it you ? if no , dont fool on me . F* ur life to fool with me . i'm not your replacement for toy or perfumes . i'm a human with soul !
it felt perfect when a girl was with her make-up on . dont you ? thick eyelashes , thick eyeliner , think concealer , thick foundation . everything is thick as needed . when the day is over , you can wait to tear your face off . look in to the mirror with no make-up , sometimes it felt disgusting . disgusted , yes , i'm .
tired of this life . damn !
*dont like my blog then shut down , i wont mind. after i got my camera , it will full of bitches picture !
